Thursday, 19 June 2008

“I am many different things to many different people, even to myself ”.


hehehe .... i love readin abt aquarians ... :)

AQUARIUS – Fixed Sign

Dear Aquarius, I wrote about your sun sign as one of my last. You have been my greatest challenge and my greatest teacher. If I could sum you up in one statement, it would be: expect the unexpected! Oh my, how you love to surprise and even shock people.

You tend to bore easily. You like things like yourself. Jigsaw puzzles. You seem to be living more lifetimes than one all at the same time. You have many, many friends... well, at least acquaintances. To me, you are very complex. I can still remember one Aquarius telling me that normal was special. My goodness, now I know why. It is a bit of a storm for even you Aquarii to understand yourselves.

Here an Aquarius, there an Aquarius, everywhere an Aquarius! Where there is a group of people, there will be a high probability an Aquarius is in the crowd floating around from one cloud conversation to another. You know, cloud hopping. Many of them will also be holding a drink in their hands, looking at you and listening, while they are glancing all around the room at the same time. Once the conversation starts to slow down, you start to look for the next conversational cloud.

You smile a lot. You like to be busy. You like to get together with friends. Parties will be a big draw for you and sometimes you may fit more than one of them into your nightly activities.

Aquarius loves to share stories that are not of this world. The stranger the better! You also are not one who likes to follow a tight set of rules. Casual, easygoing, "what the hang" kind of folks. You adore thoughtful and unplanned kinds of things. You enjoy living moment to moment, not knowing what is coming next.

The places that an Aquarius likes to visit best have more than one doorway. Otherwise, you start to fidget and start to feel claustrophobic. Generally, you despise small quarters.

Small tight spaces like working under a house to fix a broken pipe, or stuck in an elevator, is not your preferred brand of tea. Most other kinds of tea do go down pretty well. No sir, no straight jacket for you. You prefer to be tossed out of the Star Ship Enterprise. To be boxed in is hard for you to think about. Buried underground, that is an unnerving idea to most of you.

Does an Aquarius ever have peace of mind? I’m not sure! They seem to sometimes act like they are aliens from another planet just checking you and I out while they’re here.

This is a very interesting discovery that I can’t seem to find any previous data on. So if anyone out there knows of some to back this up, please forward it to my email address.

Aquarius will rarely miss going to the funeral of someone that they know! They don’t even have to have known them very long. They seem to feel strangely at home when they attend a funeral. It seems to me that it is as commonplace to them as going to the store to pick something up. They have an unspoken understanding of the departed! This is a theory that I have waited years to put into print. They don’t speak much about the person who has passed on. They seem to be there strictly for the ones in mourning. It’s odd, yet comforting somehow, to make this connection about Aquarius folks.

I know first hand of an Aquarius soul who knew his time on earth was ending, before it was ever confirmed. He never talked about it, not even with his family or closest long time friend. The day he died, he went out early in the day and had a top-notch hair cut. Then, he went out and bought himself the best steak dinner that money could buy. Next he went to check that his sick buddy in the loft above was comfortable and not wanting for anything. Then, he left a note that half of his ashes were to be spread across his favorite fishing hole and the other half to be spread next to his deceased father’s grave. Lastly, he sat down in his favorite armchair in front of the television and died. Not until the day he died, did his best friend of many years know that he had two sisters, only that he had a brother. He was very close to each one of them. Now, the world is full of other just as strange Aquarius stories as this one.

I believe Aquarius is the closest zodiac sign to angels. This is just my personal opinion, so please don’t contact Robert Hand to correct me. This is based on my own experiences in talking to the many Aquariuses that I have encountered in my life.

I have dreaded having to write about Aquarius. Mostly because I have never been able to truly understand them. Some of them I have known my whole life, and it hasn’t helped me any more than if I had just met them. So, by all means, you may wish to research this sign further yourself through your own experiences. I promise you won’t be bored. I would love to get feedback from my Aquarius readers on all that I have written above.

SHADOW SIDE OF AQUARIUS
(This is the side of any sign that I refer to as our evil twin). The characteristics of our dark side, that needs to be worked on throughout our life.

Aquarius – Shadow Traits:
*Warning, these may be hard for you to read!

- suffer from mental disorders-

- love to be in the limelight

- will betray

- emotional mannequins

- unromantic

- dry-eyed

- sad souls

- make a full time career out of part time jobs

- all want to be celebrities

Aquarius - Best day of the week is Saturday.

Apostle - Jude (Thaddaeus)

Thursday, 29 May 2008

Midnight thoughts ....

I was watching a hindi movie ... black friday ... well though i hv lost interest in movies ... it was smthing else which i was gathering ....

I love observing human and their behaviour towards a situation ... human behaviour is so intense that it sometyms its overwhelming ... so complicated yet so straight that it baffles me ... but in evry persons behaviour i hv seen a battle of head and heart ... a person behaviour depends upon who wins the battle ...

ur brain knows and rationalizes evything but ur heart may be knws it but doesn't accept/believe it ... till it knws for sure and vice versa ...

no matter how much ur brain tries to convince it ur heart gets what it wants at the end ... brain may win many battles but heart wins thewar ... and this i hv seen happen wid so many ppl ... the battle between head n heart is cause of most of good bad n ugly happenings in this world ...

i hv read smwhere u r at peace wen ur head n heart wnts the same thing ... i think u r at peace even wen one of the two is stronger .. but if both hv their say its chaotic ... mind is more like maths where 2+2 will always be 4 ... but heart is more like literature when one sentence can hv so many meanings that debates can go on for weeks ...

few hv stronger heart and few stronger brain ... few think few feel ... few think their feeling .. and few feel their thinking .... how we respond to any situation i believe depends feel / think ratio.

like i said earlier winning is one aspect but being rite is another aspect ... how do u knw u r thinking rite or u r feeling rite ... i guess there is no straight answer to this ... it has to be experienced ... and it depends upon the perspective ... and it again depends on smthing else ...

i hv tried to think thru a combination for me (whic kinda wrks for me almost evrytym correctly) ... i think subconciously evrybody also tries 2 hv sm kinda wrkin model or 2 reach an equilibrium..

hope evrybody finds the 'right' equilibrium ...

Peace....
Savi

Wednesday, 28 May 2008

An Aquarian ... interesting ... :))

To start with I am really proud to be an aquarian ... so i found few bits n pieces which were quite intriguing ... and I have been meaning to write abt my sign ... for long long tym ... below menttioned cm from astro sites ... so in no order i am abt to start describing aquarian ... :))

Here it goes ....

Remember the story of the princess with the long golden hair who lived in a high tower? That's the aquarian female. Cutting her tresses off wont change her anymore than it did in the fairy tale.

She can suddenly decide to study ballet, meditate in the mountains or join the peace corps.

She dreams different dreams than you and I. She hears a distant drummer --- and follows a star most of us have never seen.


She belongs to everyone yet to no one.


sign of the water bearer is a social delight. Adaptable to all forms of society. High and low and in the middle.


they are stone cold dead. But you can still be friends. why not? She's willing. She's forgotten the past and wiped the slate clean of memories. But except one dat shall be always dear to her ...

An Aquarian female never hesitates to make her way alone if the need rises.

I like this part ...

Her appearance is puzzling. Most Aquarian female are lovely, with a haunting, wistful beauty. But they're changeable. they can give you an impression of smooth whipped cream, then suddenly switch to a salty pizza as quickly as bright blue zigzag bolt of uranian electricity.

Aquarian females are often the most beautiful in the zodiac. At the very least, they are interesting looking.


The aquarian manner of dressing can stop you dead on your tracks. She can wear some outfits a gypsy would envy. And her individuality can prove some mighty unique combinations. She'll
wear her laced night gown to a formal banquets, ostrich feathers on the supermarket, bell bottom slacks in the opera, sneakers to the theatre, diamonds in the zoo... hehehe wont deny it I do sometyms ... try to luk really gud infront of monkeys @ zoo ... hahaha


To an Aquarian, Everyone is special and i mean everyone. yes that very tru ... evry1 is spcl for me ... in different ways ...

Well this I can vouch for as well ... it happens smtyms ...

power of concentration can be awesome. Sometimes you could swear the aquarian paid no attention to anything you said, but the next day she'l repeat it back to you like a tape recorder.


This is neat

Almost every Aquarian has a unique kind of sensitivity that lets her know your inner desires. Without talk. Their intuition is remarkable which gives her a high degree of psychic precognition.


hehehehe , but tru ...

Unlike many, Aquarians rarely feel any pangs of jealousy.

sm more to cm ...


Saturday, 24 May 2008

Melodius song ...

original one ...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0sMgubQ5V9c&feature=related

with zinta n bachan Jr
http://youtube.com/watch?v=m7VdebfKyNg&feature=related

Reading fine print ... who cares ??

I have got a set of new blood glucose monitor ... (yay !!!) which has a set of books ... which i usually save for dooms day ... well only wen my gadgets ain't operating ... (and mine is nt so i hv read it ufff)

U c Love for experimenting has lead to my laziness to read fine prints ... for which i have been rapped over knuckles quite often ... but nothing changes ... (of course !!)

so i guess datz why i avoid goin for fundoo gadgets ... they are more of a baggage to any human ...
hehe joking ... i love gadgets ... its just i get over them so quickly .. and i cudnt find anything in recent times which has caught my attention ... (I guess datz why i hv problems with IT and this world)

getting back to fine prints ... its just during these tuff times ... friend(s) come to ur rescue ... and Bless all my friend(s) ... who had read those gadgetty guide books from whom I seek help every now and then for my other gadgets ... i really appreciate ...

tata for now
savi ...


'Friend in need is Friend indeed' ... true quote ... heehaw

Dr .Savi and her discoveries part 1 ...

hmmm , this should be an interesting writing to be shared ... it has a bit of 'fictiony' touch ...
end of this .. i won't be surprised if ppl call me a looney tune ... :) because I know I am ... newways .. this thought had crossed my mind . i thought its necessary for me to record it ...

So ........

I believe that few parts of body have have got this programmable neuron type cells , these cells works faster that motory or sensory nerve reactions ...

for e.g typing .. if u hv been typing for a while ... ur finger cells are programmed to press those keys correctly ...

i think because of this programmable cells the handicapped people work ... mainly the blind people .. u c .. our eyes and ears are window to our brain ... if these are shut ... then ... sensory nerves how do get impulses ... how neurons work ... and program our other cells ...

but then i have this contradictory theory that may be these sensory nerves are so fast that before our conscious mind decides what requires to be done ... subconscious mind already has an answer to it ... which makes things happen ... more like virtual m/c fitted in with a real m/c

To be honest i am no medicine student .. but working of this brain has always fascinated me ... and once in a while i try to discover and invent something ... :))


Once again ... this is
Savi ... saying ciao for the moment ... still more to come

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

Ramblings of my Idle Brain Part 2

Prologue ...
This is purely self sourced and self written ... my thoughts ... against no caste or religion ...

I clearly remember an incident from my past ... Those days I was in Lucknow in 5 promoted to 6 std . I was in Lucknow army public school one of the best schools ... and the school where I inculcated the habit of reading newspapers ...

It was month of July / June '93 a new on front page of Times of India , which had written that a boy got admission in Polytechnic with very less marks because he belonged to a backward class, and this news made me aware of quota system . I was at first quite infuriated by this and I had mentioned the same in my class ... but I distinctly remember my friends giving me blank look ...

Well I had other problems of maths to face so buried my lingering thoughts for some time ... to again be resurrected in 10th class in Pathankot ... This was a History/civics class where Mrs Khanna was teaching us civics and oppression harijan other terms ...

That day something inside prompted me to ask questions as to why B R Ambedkar had put such a clause , why is this being followed blindly , and believe me it took entire 30mins of class ...

I don't remember clearly what were the exact words but she said "because they were oppressed and get back into society " ... well I didn't quite accept its were at one place Constitution says equality to all irrespective caste, creed and sect then why this ... I argued till the bell rang and I had sit down still very confused as to why ... there should have been other alternatives to get them back to society ... I agree they were ill treated ,oppressed , in short they were not free ...

hmmm still my questions were unanswered ... because of so many conflicting thoughts ... on one hand I admire the builders of Indian Constitution ... Its so difficult to make simple proposal ... writing a Constitution for India .. only genius visionaries can do ...

So now grumblings continues .... in 11th class I had a friend her last name was lal and her dad was a A grade Railways (IAS) officer in Bikaner ... so during one of the off period again I took up this topic with her ... ( u c freshly out board exams) ... now I poured my heart out ... to find out that she belonged to a backward class ... O god world had come to a stand still ... my heart was pounding ... to have a happy ending I said "Iam specifically talking abt those ppl who don't deserve but get opportunity because of quota" ... to be honest that was intention too ... well that was some day ... well she was quite understanding so that dialogue didn't hurt me ....


So my grumbling continued ... college pune .. by that time it was known fact students don't have to compete against students they have compete against the system as well ... to come on top ... actually forget the top spot ... compete to stay alive ...

Then Professional career started mumbai ...were i met eclectic mixture of people ... were I could answer most of my questions to my satisfaction ...

1. Why quota clause was introduced ... my thoughts

Higher caste knows the value education and always would find some one in the family to guide you even when you falter ...

but this wouldn't have been the case in the so called 'lower class' ... the first prime consideration would be bread they would rather send their children to paddy fields than schools ... even if they show interests in studies .. I can imagine what difficulties they would have faced in that orthodox era ....

So quota acting like a support system ... to help them overcome initial difficulties ... and bring them in to main stream ... so no qualms as to why the quota system got introduced ...

But again another argument crops up as to ... can this quota be validated in this era .... straight answer no mincing words .. 'NO' ...

2. Quota system was introduced for bringing up the down trodden .. who had the will to work and give something to society ... and it has ... to some extent ...

But the sad thing is still rural india ... down trodden are down trodden ... the goodness of this clause has still not been reached to the people who need it ....

So over the years ... it has been misused ... the need has become luxury , an issue to gain political mileage ... such a sad state of politics ... the frustration among the general class youth ... (well if it continues then history repeat)

3. On one hand need to give a helping hand to less fortunate people and on the other general class youth so that they don't get isolated.

4. if this is not stemmed at this stage .. things can get worse .. and uglier ... so .... I had thought of few things ,,,

a) revise quota system so that its not basis of caste but based on earning power ... but this is quite dicey ...

b) Compulsory education till secondary level ... NGO's should setup mentoring session for the weak students ....

c) The well off 'Backward Class' students should resist this ... the student community should never be divided they should unitedly stand against it ... or for that matter to anything which is wrong and compromises unity and integrity ... after all they are the future of India ...

d) remove the caste column from admission sheet ....

well there are couple more ... shall scribble them when I remember ....

So savi's verdict ... quota system is a failure ... even though introduced with good notion ... it will and has caused more harm than good ... and it has never reached the people for whom it was really made ....

If preamble says all are equal ... then I don't understand how politicians claim that they are manifesting inequality to create equality in society ... and people accept it blindly ...


signing off veryyyy sleepy (its 1:30 am)
Savi

Monday, 5 May 2008

Another Fav song .... :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDv3tsj_IS4&feature=related

kA vA vA. rAgA: varALi tALA: Adi P: kA vA vA kandA vA vA enaik-kAvA vElA vA pazhani malai uraiyum uru-

A: dEvAdi dEvan maghanE vA para dEvi maDiyil amarum guhanE vA vaLLi deyvayAnai maNavALA vA sharavaNabhava parama dayALa SaNmu-

C: AbattiruLara aruLoLi tarum appanE aNNaLE aiyA vA pApat-tiraL tarum tApam aghala varum pazhanNi vaLar karuNai mazhaiyE vA tApatraya veyil ara nizhal tarum vAn taruvE en kula guruvE vA shrI padmanAbhan marugA rAmadhAsan vaNangum muttayyA viraivoDu

Friday, 25 April 2008

Lowry Mall - cute incident ...

one sunday evening ... I was walking up to lowry mall ... i saw ... 3 boys playing futball ... nothing special abt that ... the usual dribbles and kicks ...

But ... suddenly one of the boys shouted at another one 'hey stop kicking like a 5 year old' ... and best part was that ... all of them looked KG 'Graduates' ... hehehehehehe ...


Savi ...

Ramblings of my idle brain ... Part 1

Once upon a time ... I don't know whether people know this or not ... TATA's were not allowed in Tirupathi Balaji Temple. So what did TATA do , they bought a hill near Pollachi (outskirts of Coimbatore) and built their own Balaji Temple , only for them .. until few years it was not open to ordinary Janta ... this was done about 20-30 yrs bk

Similarly ... SRK was not allowed to go in some match .. now he has his own cricket team ... Preity has her team .. mallaya has one ... it has now become such a bloody craze ... now on same lines ....of IPL ... here comes PPL (pakistan premier league) ...

To be honest I don't understand whether its a good thing or not ... yes ... both have their pluses and minuses ...

cricket is growing but classic cricket has gone ... give some tym .. u would be reading about test cricket in a history book ...

I am not against IPL matches ...

But I really don't want the cricket turn into 3 hr bollywood masala movie ...

I really hope ... they (classic / Modern cricket) co-exist in this mad rage of glamour and money ... and under all glitz ... the players shouldn't forget the true spirit of sport and sportsmanship ...

Savi

Tuesday, 22 April 2008

No Hard Feelings ... No Regrets ...

This blog is dedicated to people ... meet you like a stranger treat you like a friend but take advantage and shatter your trust ...

In pursuit of settling scores ... anger and then coldness is what I feel for them ... but at the same time the same feeling ... burdens my soul ... because ... I don't have the luxury of being myself ... because I get tempted to behave in an odd non-savi manner in front of them ... which itself is so hard ...

Everybody have their own justifiable reasons for their actions ...
and am not a right person to decide rights or wrongs .. today's vice may become tomorrows virtue ...

but there is a person above all who handles all these business ... end of the day I know debit and credits will match ... So I have delegated the task to him :) wholeheartedly .... and I trust him completely ...

But of all the things , thanks to those 'People' for strengthening me ... making me aware of dangers lurking behind me ... and giving me wisdom ... making me able to distinguish between 'People' ...

They have brought me face to face with reality ... making me realize things which I wouldn't have ... otherwise ...

so I have decide to let go .. for my own sake ... the anger which burdens me ...
because i believe losing respect in someone's eyes is one of the worst thing that can happen to anyone .... and believe me nothing can get worser than this ...

So I have forgiven all of them who have in one way or other intentionally or non-intentionally broken promises and trust ...

But before I sign off - I would also like to thank for the good time I shared with 'them' as well ...

So with these thoughts am burying the 'hatchets' forever ... and I have better things to do with my life ... :))

live life queen size
Savi

Arey Raju tumhara daant .....

1. Asafetida is ground into a paste in lemon juice. This is then slightly warmed. A cotton pad is dabbed in the solution and applied on the tooth cavity. This is a very quick method to relieve the ache.

2. A very simple remedy to allay toothache is to mix some pepper powder with common salt and rub this mixture onto the teeth. Doing this daily will also prevent any toothache problems as well as dental cavities.

3. Mix a pinch of pepper in clove oil. Put this oil directly into the cavity to stop toothache.

4. Prepare a paste of the bark of bay berry in vinegar. Apply this on the teeth. This relieves toothache and also helps in strengthening gums in the long run.

5. Chew a root of the East Indian Rosebay. This helps in reducing toothache with immediate effects.

6. If nothing seems to work for the time-being, then applying an ice pack on the tooth from the outside can provide temporary relief.

7. Munching on green leafy vegetables is also a good way of solving toothache problems. If done daily, then this will prevent any tooth cavities in the future

Keep Smiling ... On that note Savi signing off ...

My #2 Song ....

http://youtube.com/watch?v=cKdHPCw3K9c

I need to get lyrics ... but this is such a soothing song ... all thanks to my dad for this song ...

Saturday, 5 April 2008

My Song ....

Hats off to TMS .... superb .... Tough song to sing ....

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Ss-M89NDfR0

1: muttaitaru bhakti tirunakai attikkirai shakti sharavaNa muttikkoru vittu guru para ena Odum

2: mukkat-paramarku surutiyin murpattadu karpit-tiruvarum muppattu muvargat-tamararum aDi pENa

3: pattut-talai tattak-kaNaitoDu oTai giri mattaip-porudoru pattap-paghal vattat-tikiriyil iravAgha

4: pattarkiratattaik-kaDaviya paccaip-puyal meccat-tagu poruL pakSattoDu rakSit-taruLvadum oru nALE

5: tittiteya ottap-paripura nirttap-padam vaittu bhairavi dikkoTka naDikkak-kazhukodu kazhudADa

6: dikkup-pari aTTa bhairavar tokkut-toghu tokkut-toghu toghu citrap-pavurikkut-trikaDaka ena Oda

7: kottup-parai kottak-kaLamisai kukkuk-kuku kukkuk-kukukuku kuttip-pudaipukkup-piDiyena mudugUkai

8: koTpuTrezha naTpaT-ravuNarai veTTi baliyiTTuk-kulagiri kutthup-paDa ottup-poravala perumALE

Savi